I dont know what the fuck I did. For years ive been seeing soooo many different doctors, trying new drugs & therapies on and off, trying to fix my weird tiredness, pain, mental fog.
On a random monday, all my problems just went away.
I DIDNT DO ANYTHING @___@
I am racking my brain to figure out wtf could possibly have caused me to randomly wake up one day feeling completely fucking normal. Im really grateful, but what the hell????!!! I have not felt "normal" since around 14 - the problems I suspected were narcolepsy, started around that age. The day before I woke up feeling "normal again" all of a sudden, I didnt do jack shit differently!!! I didnt take my huge stash of vitamins (was lazy and only eating 1 or 2 vitamins per week), I didnt do my red light therapy for months, I hung out with my friend and we did our nails like we usually do blasting our fingernails with a uv lamp once a month, I didnt go outside for sunshine and vitamin D, all i ate all day was a family size snack bag of churros and veggie straws, omw home 3:30pm-ish chugged a maxi-size frappuchino with 4 espresso shots and a lemon loaf and cake pop, came home and ate 3 peaches and a smoothie, then sat in front of my computer till 5~6am ish brainrotting tiktoks and knitting. fell asleep. woke up at 1pm. WOKE UP FEELING CLEARHEADED AND GOOD FOR THE 1ST TIME IN 20+ YEARS. WTF.
i havent been healthmaxxing or anything. like i healthmaxx really on and off bc ive largely given up on fixing my health. Most months i "give up" like this one.
what the hell. this is making me feel so schizo. like did the government accidentially turn off the drone they had aimed at my head for 20 years that has secretly been cooking me? 😆😆 at this point im out of ideas as to wtf happened